The Soft Whistle of the Wind

pennycoat @ 2009-03-13T15:55:00

2009-03-13T19:55:57Z

New Livejournal.

pennycoat @ 2009-03-09T15:03:00

2009-03-09T19:06:12Z

Even though it was snowing, there was school today.
  We all thought that we would be let out early, but we were not.
  I had my Anatomy test today on the Respiratory system and I think I did okay thanks to Margaret.
  She, after she took the test, told me all the questions that were on it (5).
  I'm doing absolutely dreadful in Algebra II, and I know that it's the way that my teacher is teaching this chapter because last term, I got an A on my report card.
  I have a doctors appointment later on today and I just don't want to go. I want to sit around the house and eat, eat, eat. I'm trying to not eat, and I hope that my parents make an early dinner.
  My room is really hot and it's not very comfortable at the moment. I would open a window, but it's too cold outside . . . such internal battles.

pennycoat @ 2009-03-08T15:08:00

2009-03-08T19:09:10Z

I finished my Juniper application.
  You can read the story I send in here.
  I think it turned out okay.
  I hope that I at least get in.
  I think that if I get in, I'll be able to go.
  I don't know when I'll find out if I got in or not.
  But I haven't mailed it out yet.
  Since the Post is closed today, my mom will do that tomorrow.
  It has to be posted marked by the 9th, so it HAS to get out tomorrow.
  I really hope that this works.

pennycoat @ 2009-03-05T21:59:00

2009-03-06T03:01:37Z

Rockin kids movies?
  NOT FOR ME.
  I'm so tired.
  In Japan.
  I like tongue salad.
  GOD IS A JEW.
  HAHA.
  He hated fish and chips.
  You have a phone?
  Call this number:
  1-800-64-GIANT.
  They'll install glass for you.
  Glass is cool and liquid.
  Liquid kisses now.
  Goodnight.

pennycoat @ 2009-03-05T06:57:00

2009-03-05T11:58:17Z

Tom's post about me made me really happy this morning.
My stomach doesn't feel that great, but I feel happy.
I have to dissect a sheep's heart first period today, but I don't feel as gross about it as before because Tommy loves me.

pennycoat @ 2009-03-04T16:17:00

2009-03-04T21:18:51Z

I want to do so many things.
  Time makes it impossible.
  I need to finish my English research paper.
  I need to finish my Anatomy packet.
  I need to finish my Juniper application.
  I need to lose weight.
  And I need to not be so stressed out.
  I just need some time off where I can relax with seriously nothing to worry about.

pennycoat @ 2009-03-02T22:04:00

2009-03-03T03:04:42Z

I got nine pages written.
The maximum is eight pages, so I have some editing to do.
But at least I got the writing done.

Coming Back to You in Portland

2009-03-03T00:32:57Z

I have to get my Juniper paper done.
  So I will sacrifice my Anatomy to get it done.
  I wish I could just get everything done in one swing.
  I want to write something pretty.

pennycoat @ 2009-02-27T19:57:00

2009-02-28T01:03:52Z

25 Things About Me

1) My name is Carolyn and I am sixteen years old.
2) I tend to expect too much of myself without the effort put in.
3) I like to read, but I don't get to nearly as much as I would like to.
4) I'm trying to lose around 25 pounds, and I'm not going to give up.
5) I love to write, but lack the motivation to write serious stories.
6) I have had the same boyfriend for 22 months.
7) I love talking on the phone, and I just got a house phone for my room.
8) I usually get on the Honor Roll and I have both terms this year.
9) I love smelling good and I take a shower every day.
10) I also change outfits usually four times day, sometimes more.
11) I have had some medical problems for the past two years that I can't shake.
12) I am currently really happy with where I am.
13) I don't miss who I used to be anymore.
14) I lose interest in people much too quickly.
15) I love my cell phone number and I don't ever want to change it.
16) I hate the act of texting, but I love getting texts.
17) I still collect Pokemon cards.
18) I love using Photoshop and I used to want to be a graphic designer.
19) I currently want to work with children as much as possible.
20) I want to have a semi-large family with around three or four children.
21) I have always wanted twins, and I really hope I can have some!
22) I love Jon and Kate Plus Eight; those kids are so adorable.
23) I grow very attached to things such as stuffed animals.
24) I love fuzzy socks and I wear them as much as possible.
25) The beach is my favorite place and that is where I will live and die.

pennycoat @ 2009-02-27T07:00:00

2009-02-27T12:02:56Z

It's morning time.
  I started my period this morning I'm pretty sure. I was spotting, so I put on a pad and sighed unhappily. Of course, I don't want to be pregnant, but my periods can last up to 10 days, so I always hate the beginning of them.
  I felt pretty sick when I first woke up, too. My stomach was all gassy and wow, I'm all gross this morning.
  But apparently I hung up on Tommy pretty early last night, so he called me and left me two messages. The first one was really cute. He told me to not, "Fill up on junk food because we're going to the movies later," so I know he was pretty out of it.
  I have to get dressed now.

pennycoat @ 2009-02-26T23:11:00

2009-02-27T04:12:30Z

I finished my English essay.
  FINALLY.
  After about a month of preparation, research, collecting data, and compiling it into an 8.5 page paper, it's edited, cited correctly, and DONE.
  YOU HEAR?
  IT'S DONE, DUDE.
  It's 11:12 and I did not do any of my other homework.
  But I have to say that I don't care because that essay is DONE.

pennycoat @ 2009-02-25T18:56:00

2009-02-25T23:56:59Z

Happy Ash Wednesday!
Don't eat any meat because you don't want that supernatural sky fairy sending you down to hell!
LOL SOME PEOPLE, REALLY.

Senses Aren't Failing You Now

2009-02-25T21:33:38Z

I am just all over the place.
  I have a really bad cold.
  I am coughing and sneezing all the time.
  My asthma is kicking in really bad again.
  I can't breathe half the time.
  Don't worry, I have an inhaler.
  I have so much homework to do.
  I have to finish my eight to ten page paper.
  I always have anatomy to study for.
  I did get a lot of other homework today.
  I just don't have the motivation to do anything but crawl into bed and fall asleep.
  I'm not depressed or anything, just tired and sick.
  My parents think that I'm faking sick or something.
  I don't really understand what they're doing.
  They say that I've been missing too much school.
  And yes, I have missed a couple days, but I'm SICK.
  I'm not skipping or anything.
  The weekend after this one, I have my friend Haylee's birthday party.
  We're going to Bugaboo Creek and then to see Fired Up.
  I am excited for it because I get to hang out with everyone.
  But I'll miss my Tommy.
  Hopefully I'll just see him on Sunday.
  Homework I guess.

pennycoat @ 2009-02-24T19:30:00

2009-02-25T00:31:33Z

I am so tired.
  I have to finish writing my English essay.
  I have a horrible cough and my back hurts.
  I need to study for my Anatomy test.
  I need a new life.

pennycoat @ 2009-02-23T20:56:00

2009-02-24T01:58:20Z

I went to the foot doctor again today.
  He totally killed my foot.
  Oh my gosh, did it hurt.
  I was limping when I walked out of that place.
  I have to go back next Monday so he can check up on me again.
  He didn't give me any new medication, but told me to soak my foot twice a day all week.
  As for my diet goes, I only slipped a little when I had a sliver of a piece of cake. It was so delicious, though!
  I am probably going to gain this week, but if I go to the gym tomorrow and Wednesday, I might be down at least a pound.
  Wish me luck everyone!

pennycoat @ 2009-02-22T18:51:00

2009-02-22T23:53:56Z

I just got out of the shower.
  I have school tomorrow and I need to study for Anatomy for a bit, but before I do that I want to make a quick update.
  This weekend was really, really nice.
  It was my 22nd anniversary with Tom (months) AND his father went away to Maine for three days, so we got the house to ourselves, basically. Sean was there, but he didn't bother us.
  I've been eating a little loosely lately (not counting my points on WW and not really caring very much in general), but I have to lose some weight this week! Whether it be 0.2 pounds or 2 pounds, I don't care. As long as I'm down a LITTLE. On Tuesday and Wednesday, I'm going to the gym with my mom and then on Thursday I have to weigh in.
  Tom just called so I have to go now.

Nothing In This World Could Keep Me From Stating at You

2009-02-18T20:25:49Z

I don't talk nearly enough about Jon and Kate.
  I talk about them constantly, so I might as well write about them constantly.
  I have a growing love for their children and I don't see it fading any time soon.
  I love them and they're just so beautiful and I don't mean to sound creepy or anything.
  I just think they're the most amazing family every created.
  And I am so glad that TLC thinks so as well.
  I love Jon and Kate Plus Eight.
  And I'm a FAGGOT.

pennycoat @ 2009-02-17T11:35:00

2009-02-17T16:37:21Z

I'm going for my permit today.
  I don't think I'm going to pass.
  Driving already pisses me off.
  I know I'm not going to be a very good driver.
  I shouldn't really ever drive.
  But I need to have a license I suppose.
  I just won't use it very much.

pennycoat @ 2009-02-16T12:23:00

2009-02-16T17:24:29Z

Check out my writing.

pennycoat @ 2009-02-16T09:16:00

2009-02-16T14:17:27Z

I need to write a story.
  HELLO CAROLYN.
  GET OFF YOUR ASS AND WRITE.
  I am finding it very hard to come up with a plot.
  Eff my life today right now.
  I just can't seem to motivate myself.
  At all.
  Nothing.
  EH.

pennycoat @ 2009-02-15T22:25:00

2009-02-16T03:26:54Z

Happy Valentines Day everyone!
  I just got home from Tommy's house.
  I don't have school this week!  February vacation is the best.
  I'm planning on just relaxing, getting my permit on Tuesday, and having a good time.
  Whatever!

pennycoat @ 2009-02-13T06:57:00

2009-02-13T12:00:26Z

I think it's really funny.
  How my parents are ABSOLUTELY CONVINCED.
  One hundred percent.
  That ALL OF MY PROBLEMS.
  Are caused from lack of sleep.
  Because I go to Tom's on the weekends.
  My sicknesses, my slips in school, my attitude in the morning, EVERYTHING.

pennycoat @ 2009-02-12T22:13:00

2009-02-13T03:16:43Z

I am really tired.
  And I'm in a bad mood.
  I don't know why I'm writing other than to rant about how angry I am.
  I have a lot of work to do and it's 10 o'clock and it's late and bye.

pennycoat @ 2009-02-07T07:37:00

2009-02-07T12:46:36Z

So about twenty minutes after I wrote my previous entry, I fainted.
  I was out in the kitchen because I had to go to the bathroom really badly and I was just standing there, waiting for my mom to come out of the bathroom, when I started to feel really dizzy and my stomach was killing me. So I go over to the sink and I start gagging, but I blacked out before anything could come out.
  I woke up on the floor because my mom was right there above me to help me get better. She gave me a bowl and a wet facecloth and the first thing I remember her saying is, "Well, you can't go to Tom's today." And I was really confused and I thought I was dreaming, but nope, it was reality.
  My stomach still hurt really bad, but I knew the last thing I wanted to do was throw up. So I was able to calm myself down and I only spit a couple times into the bowl. It was bloody, though, and for a second I was scared, but then I realized that my chin hurt really bad, and as it turns out, I fell and smacked my chin on the edge of the sink as I fell and I cut the inside of my mouth pretty bad with one of my teeth, so I don't have any diseases or anything.
  Then I sat down with my mom, who cut up two oranges for me and I drank tea, ate my vitamin C, and we talked for a while about finances and my father's health and whatever. She decided that I was healthy enough to go to Tom's this weekend, so I'm still going, but I'm going to be sneezing a whole lot.
  My mom just went downstairs and got my laundry for me and folded it, so now I'm going to grab it and then take a shower and hopefully it'll clear my sinuses a little bit and wake me up.

pennycoat @ 2009-02-07T06:07:00

2009-02-07T11:17:40Z

What is wrong with my life?
  Stupid colds.
  I can't believe that I'm sick again!
  I have a stupid, rotten, disgusting, icky, rotten, rotten cold.
  I have a facial headache, my nose hurts and won't stop running, my throat feels all scratchy, and my tongue feels all weird.
  My face hurts.